Follow Your Dreams, Mom
When I first started homeschooling my three kids (ages 6, 4, and 1) in 1995, I thought my life from that moment would always be about homeschooling. I pictured all of my time (or at least most of it) shaping my children’s education. I scheduled my day in 15-minute increments and did my best to stick to it. What I didn’t know was that over the years God would call me to follow my own dreams. What I also didn’t realize was my kids would benefit from that.
It all started when I attended the Mt. Hermon Writer’s Conference with a friend. Being there with industry professionals made writing for publication seem possible. Classes taught me how to be published. The love, prayers and support of published authors and editors brought people into my life who believed in me and prodded me to follow God’s dreams. It didn’t matter to them that I was a young, homeschooling mom who hadn’t even finished college.
At first, I felt guilty following my dreams.
I’d homeschool in the morning and then in the afternoon, I’d set aside a few hours to write while my children played. In those early years, I wrote articles and ideas for novels as Barney played on television. At least a dozen times during those two hours my kids would ask me for milk, or a snack, or to play with them. I’d offer what I could but then remind them, “This is Mommy’s writing time.” Guilt weighed me down as if Barney the dinosaur sat on my shoulders, and I was sure I was the worst homeschooling mother there was. To combat my guilt I swung the other way and became overcommitted, making frequent library trips, signing my daughter up for dance lessons and my boys up for sports. It was my husband who urged me to stop the madness. Over the months to come we figured out our priorities:
- To provide a godly education for our kids
- To sign up each child for one extra-curricular activity a year
- To have dinner time as a family
- To train our children how to be part of the family unit and do chores
- To connect and serve in our local church
- To have reading time together as a family at night
- To see what God was doing in our lives and follow Him
For me, this last one included following my writing dreams, and as the years passed I started getting published—first with articles and later with books.
When the kids were 11, 8, and 6, God called me to help start a crisis pregnancy center, too, and to start mentoring teen moms. During that same time, my husband started a dynamic children’s ministry at our church.
With each call from God, I argued. Lord, what about this homeschooling thing? Shouldn’t I focus more on that? Yes, I was still spending 3-4 hours homeschooling every day, but I’d look around and see my friends pouring 100% of their lives into their kids. I felt I was giving my kids the short end of the stick. Instead of sitting outside working on nature journals, my kids were with me at the pregnancy center folding baby clothes or babysitting for teen moms. Instead of taking those art classes at the museum, my kids were reading or building Lego forts while I worked at my computer. The more success I had in both arenas, the more I felt torn. Yet the more I prayed about it, I also saw God opening doors. Soon I was traveling out of town to research books and attend conferences, and sometimes I had to drag my kids along. (Poor kids!)
I can’t say when the “ah-ha” moment happened, but over time I began to see how following my dreams benefited my children in numerous ways.
For them, they’d say they realized having a mom who wrote books was cool when we got free tickets and backstage passes to a Newsboys concert through a writing friend. For me, I’d say it was when I saw my daughter’s compassion for teenage mothers or when I overheard my son telling someone he wanted to write screenplays. They met WWII veterans I was interviewing and traveled all over the US as I researched.
As a mom, I didn’t need to teach my kids that we should follow God’s dreams for us and work hard to share His truth with others. They saw that lived out on a daily basis. Being a servant of God was modeled … and I just thought I was being a slacker for not doing science projects or having them memorize enough spelling words! As time passed, I realized God asked me to follow my dreams not only for the people I served but also for my kids.
My first three kids are grown now.
Cory is married with four kids. He’s graduated college, working, and writing a novel on the side. Leslie has graduated from college, is married with two children, and is working in the Czech Republic. Nathan has graduated from college, is a published author, and is working. We’ve also adopted seven children, some of whom are grown now, as well. I plan on doing many things the same, including homeschooling, writing, and attending conferences… but this time I’m doing it without the guilt. I trust God more now. I trust that if He’s called me to something for Him, He understands how it’ll impact my kids. I trust He sees their futures too. I trust homeschooling isn’t just about books and learning, it’s about serving and following God with everything we have.
So what about you, Mom? Has God placed a dream in your heart or your spouse’s heart? Maybe like me, you’re thinking, “I’ll do that after these homeschooling years have passed.” I’d encourage you to reconsider that and go to God in prayer. After all, kids learn far more from our lives than from books. You are your child’s teacher … teach them with your life not just your lesson plan.
© Tricia Goyer, 2023
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Tricia, I love this! My kids are young — almost 3 and just turned 1 — and I always feel guilty about spending time writing, but I know my kids won’t always be small, and I need to continue to pursue my writing dreams (as well other shared dreams my husband and I have.) I can’t spend the next 17 years kid-focused, or I won’t know what to do with myself after they leave for college.
I’m going to share this with my husband, too, since he needs the reminder as well. I think this is just as applicable for husbands/dads as it is for wives/moms. 🙂
Thanks, Tricia! I have felt guilty for trying to follow my dreams and have been putting them off. This helps me to realize they can dream with me!
As a homeschool mom I also had many doubts through the years as to my abilities of teaching my children with no college education. But, God always provided what was needed when it was needed. My kids are now 28, 27, 25, & 23. Each has many creative talents. And, they now see that their most important lessons were those learned in just living life as the family of a busy physician. I would do it all over again!
I’m still trying to live out my dreams of writing. I’m still interrupted by life, but I’m content with what God is doing in my life.
This was an excellent post!
Tricia, thanks for taking the time to write this particular post and to minister to those of us in the trenches without the benefit of hindsight.
I’ve struggled with guilt, too. When all my closest friends homeschooled their oldest kids and mine went to school, I felt guilty for the time I could take a nap in the afternoon while the little ones were resting, too.
When I homeschooled just my oldest last year, and everyone else had a brood to juggle, I felt guilty for soaking in the one-on-one time with her and doing special activities with just her.
In a few short weeks, all of mine are will be in school. It will be the first time in 12 years I’m not working full-time, pregnant, moving, or parenting during the daytime hours. The guilt of being “freer” when everyone else is so busy almost made me opt for graduate school, just to justify my time. But my husband insisted, take this time to breathe. Stop rushing and doing.
I’m so glad for his grace and His grace to simply exist, and to have the time to truly invest in a passion that is a family affair, my mentoring to teen girls and equipping today’s women with truth so they can impact the next generation. With the recent launch of More to Be, I have plenty of writing ideas to pursue — which I put on the back burner for some time — and now I’ve got the time to do it, as long as guilt for taking the time doesn’t sabotage the entire effort.
Thank you, Tricia, for your perspective. It is inspiring as I approach this fall with great anticipation of what God will do!
Lisa
http://www.moretobe.com
Thanks for your comments! We need to remember that we are each in a special season–for our dreams and for our kids. God is great enough to know how both work together to glorify Him! When we seek Him, He will guide us!
Thank you for this post, Tricia. I have one three-year-old and one on the way (we hope – we’ve lost three in pregnancy, so a new pregnancy is filled with tentative hope), and I plan to homeschool – but we’ve also begun a ministry for parents of babies in heaven and I have this dream of writing for more than just a blog someday. Thank you for the encouragement that those dreams can co-exist with caring for our children, and can even impact them for their good.
I want to jump up and down about this post! I’ve been homeschooling 18 yrs and I don’t think I’ve read a more encouraging article for moms in all that time. Thank you!!!
So glad it could encourage you!!