Sometimes the easiest way to discover who we are is to know who we are not.
• We are not our children. We all know mothers who go overboard trying to make themselves look good by making their children look great. I saw one woman on the Oprah television show who had bought her preschool daughter more than twelve pairs of black shoes just so the girl could have different styles to go with her numerous outfits! Just as we -don’t get report cards for mothering, we also -don’t get graded on our child’s looks or accomplishments. While you want your children to do their best and succeed in life, your self-esteem -shouldn’t be wrapped up in your child.
Life as I See It
My individuality will never end. There will be no one exactly like me, not even my child. She will be like me in some ways, but not at all in others. I -wouldn’t have it any other way.
— Desiree, Texas
• We are not our mothers. I remember the first time I heard my mother’s voice coming out of my mouth. The words “because I told you so . . .” escaped before I had a chance to squelch them.
It’s not until we have kids that we truly understand our mothers—all their frets, their nagging, and their worries.
It’s also then that we truly understand their love.
Since you are now a mother, it’s good to think back on how you were raised. If there were traditions or habits that now seem wise and useful, incorporate them into your parenting. You also have permission to sift out things you now know -weren’t good. Just because you’re a product of your mother, that -doesn’t mean you have to turn out just like her. Repeat after me, “I am not my mother.”
• We are not like any other mother out there. Sometimes you may feel like the world’s worst mother. After all, your friend never yells at her son — and sometimes you do. Then again, your friend may feel bad because you have a wonderful bedtime routine that includes stories and songs. In many cases, the moms you feel inferior to only look like they have it together. All moms feel they -don’t “measure up.” Instead of feeling unworthy, we should realize that everyone has strengths and weaknesses. The key is where we place our focus.
The Bible says, “Let’s just go ahead and be what we were made to be, without . . . comparing ourselves with each other, or trying to be something we -aren’t” (Romans 12:5 – 6, MESSAGE).
The problem with comparison is, we always measure our weaknesses against the strengths of others. Instead, we need to thank God for our strengths. We can also ask God to help us overcome our weaknesses — not because we want to compare ourselves, or look good in someone else’s eyes, but because we want to be the best mom out there.
Have you struggled with this?
I am not a parent and unless God changes things, I will never be a parent; instead, I mentor other children. And I am okay with this. However, I do worry about becoming like my mother. I watch myself to make sure I am not getting impatient with my husband and every day it is my mission to make sure he knows just how smart and how loved he is, and for six years we have not had any serious arguments. In turn, he turns around and does the same for me, if not more so, and it makes me glad. My message to mothers: This is a beautiful blog with many valid points. I’d like to add: Don’t discourage your child’s individuality. Even if they grow up and move away, you can count on them calling you and never forgetting you. I found my father after 30 years. I had vague memories with no faces; nothing tangible to hang on to or relate to, and yet the first time I heard my dad laugh–I felt shock. I REMEMBERED that laugh. I remembered his laugh as a good memory and I clung to this memory; still do. Don’t ever doubt, mothers, if your children love you. They will always love you.